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This story comes from a year long ago when you were all children with no cares in the world, but back then I had cares, I had lots of cares. These cares are what I am going to tell you about because I am sure you will all remember the time that I speak of for it was probably the greatest time in your life, well it should of been anyway. It wasn't for me it was a time of sorrow and depression, of betrayal and anger but that is another story altogether.

I was about 30 and I worked in a programming company that designed and maintained dating sites. You may be surprised when I say that I worked on dating sites but you shouldn't be because dating sites can make quite a lot of money. I used to watch as people send each other messages and then watch that they had planned to meet up and then they stopped going to the site so I think you can guess why they hadn't come back. People used to say they were sexy or good at dance but some just went on a completely blind date with some random person. Dating sites were said to be for sad people and desperate people who couldn't find a lover in the real world so they had to turn to the virtual world. Does that mean I am sad? Am I helping people to meet each other or am I just making them more desperate and sad? I needed a girlfriend, I needed someone to love and to care for me, someone who would hug me and make me better when I was sick or simply just sad because I was sad, I was very sad, I was depressed. But I refused to use the dating site to find someone to love. But I was desperate, I was sad. Being an adult makes you think about a lot more stuff and it makes you care more. Then I watched this one woman going by the name of sexystar, she was an interesting person to follow, she met men and she would meet up with them but she just couldn't find the right man. There had been lots of women who had done this before but she was different, she was unique. I spoke to her by messages and I managed to set a date to meet up with her. But when I went to where we were meant to meet up she wasn't there and since that day I have wondered and hoped to find her again but she left the site and I never met a woman like her.